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Breathe Huddie Breathe

by Slow Bear

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1.
oh, what burns your old soul? sleeplessly resolved to make life wholesome lessons learned, preserved with welfare dearly earned your straight eye smokes and cuts through wishbone, milestone, open door roads collide and explode in the mountain path you’re trotting on does it serve you right? oh what burns my young soul? blue and bruised my smooth skin barely waterproof i lost your smell in the crowd and it was my only clue vain as the wrinkles in my mirror as the winds throw waves upon the lake pale as a whisper on the muddy river i could drown in, one bad day does it serve me right?
2.
Floaters 04:21
i was raised without hesitation i was praised for the mistakes of my ascendants i kept promises i never made i kept secrets for the saints under my mattress i was seeming, and appearing, and believing i suggested I was certain ‘bout a plan my lazy eye’s been guiding me through all the facts weighing my compassion against my body mass we climbed the statue of our god and we kissed him, along his neck and torso we were hopelessly devoted amateurs of sweet baroque, fetish porno there was a remedy, the venom spree of nietsche there was a remedy, the serum of céline my lazy eye’s been guiding me through all the facts weighing my compassion against my body mass i’m proud of my land, but there’s a better one, it’s said i’m proud of my land, but there’s a better one, it’s said far in the west, where the girls have soybean breasts far in the west, where the bulls have boyfriend necks far in the west, where they shoot holes through tongues and celebrities bite off heads of bats
3.
Date Night 02:26
stumbling on our way out by the river me and my demons we’re leaving undecided but we all know where it goes we’ll have to burn her blankets and we’ll have to buy new clothes hanging halfway in between we’re late me and my demons while the odds are even i am feeding, being eaten panic, I outran worse in your kind i lose lightly
4.
Gold Dust 04:56
born was a feeling that was kinda cold and creepy and it tickled me a little in the underbelly cold sweat from sniffing at her panties she was only just a boring skinny kitty from a city dad met with her dad and then a counselor and a jack and I didn’t understand a word they said they said “he never game a damn and he never gave a rat he’s always been like that he’s only just a little slow” “he never moves his ass and if he does, he makes a mess he ain’t got that from his dad he is only just a little slow” i was born with rotten teeth the doctor said “this is unseen” and it turned my mom into a nervous wreck gold dust from licking sugar off his salty nipples he was not really a friend more of a chuck dad met with his dad and then a counselor and a jack and I didn’t understand a word they said They said “he never game a damn and he never gave a rat he’s always been like that he’s only just a little slow” “he never moves his ass and if he does, he makes a mess he ain’t got that from his dad he is only just a little slow”
5.
who’ll be queen to my demons? who will polish their playful tails? brush their failed emotions? who’ll be mate to my donkey? who’ll be lost in enchanted fancy as he raises his boney backcheeks? happiness the small things that make our happiness it’s in the details that i’m an average hamlet disturbing news i received from the world today tagged breaking who’ll look after prince mishkin? all wound up in noble woes through a storm of courteous torture helpless all of my friends are helpless while i’m making death trap fortune disturbing news i received from the world today tagged breaking
6.
in a cave, in the fairy woods, where i’m on display for the neighbours in my cage, i am well-maintained and i can’t complain about the catering tattoo on my chest cowbell around my neck i’m a little speaker yes, i speak a little ooh, they’re waving through the rain, a woman came with cold determination her nails brushed through my hair “bet you’ve got more than juice in there” “i’ll need you for your heat i’ll need to hear you scream you little speaker yes, you speak a little” ooh, she’s waving
7.
ruthless youth, stakes they raise they are angry just the same they have paid, they need change let’s hear them out hear them out they have had a restless say their concern deserves a break they have paid, they need change let’s hear them out hear them out i am holding my breath when there’s a newsflash hey, isn’t there always something boiling something brewing, something cooking? when a friend of a friend is a man with a plan there is always something nasty to expect it seems they’re squeezing out their mash it seems they’re putting out the trash “beware of the mess when the wet dream ends” they’ve been brushing up their lashes yes, their bravery is fresh “beware of the mess when the wet dream ends” i am holding my breath when there’s a newsflash hey, isn’t there always something steaming from our bodies, motorways and basements? when a friend of a friend is a man with a plan there is always something nasty to expect
8.
the river man, and his concern with the lives that he caters for the boat sinks halfway in, and swings to the beat of a past forbidden the sun sneaks in through a crack in my skin and i feel one with the morning creation’s aim drives blues away life’s been shy and brief these days i filled my mouth with meek white sand so i can feel the pulse of my land so i can practice on my muzzled speech in the tradition of those damn old Greeks against the breeze on a beach help me, i’ve been overclaimed help me, i’ve been undertaken i’ve been recent, i’ve been long i’ve been easy, i’ve been straight i had all proportions wrong and it blew up in my face i’ve been looking for a place to drop off my load been carrying that weight for much too long creation’s aim drives blues away
9.
she speaks, i quietly agree buying time to read her i said I would, i should have known i couldn’t and that’s on me it’s been busy trying to un-change my mind it’s been careful trying to arrange my tiles at last, in my punishment corner i get to let a sigh go unnoticed mute as we sneak into our willing shoes and back again we are cool future dreams came with a plan and it reeked of weakness medieval healing recipes to spur my dead of night amnesia it’s been a labour running halfway up that hill with no problems besides the boiling of our wills smoked, on our belly, in the dew what a most desirable brew cold, on our cloud then slide slowly down to arrive back at the foot breathing, breathing burning, burning
10.
she weighs on me i fear with fervor we fence with gut i’ll hide if i must the lizard brain screams the body adapts breathe, huddie, breathe it’s only just a drag bad, bad yearnings on a silk summer day i clashed with my enemy he flushed my intelligence he ran with a belly full of game i stranded with faint appreciation the monkey brain screams the body adapts breathe, huddie, breathe it’s only just a drag hasty decisions in a rush of ambition

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released January 15, 2022

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Slow Bear

I am a one-man-band making alterantive music. My third album, Breathe Huddie Breathe, in a production of Katie Alice Greer, brings forward a darker atmosphere and embraces the DIY approach more extensively than its predecessor, Fucking Off.

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